I like pie.

So life kind of sucks right now.. I don't want to talk about it. Maybe next time. I'm sitting in the living room savoring the last few minutes before the hellions wake up and it's kind of fantastic. Water Boy's asleep in the next room with the knife drawer on his nightstand (long story involving an adorable and homicidal two year old) and if I crane my neck a little, I can see him. It makes my heart kind of flutter. =3

Anyway, I'm sitting here trying to find money for college because I'm broke. Really really broke, and I want to go back to school. And I can't find that many scholarships vying for someone who's taken a year off of school for various reasons... And everyone's getting all excited about stuff and shoving it in my face and it's not working out and then they get all disappointed and worried about me and.. -jeeze, like they weren't worried enough already. The fall, and the attack by the crazy man in KC who beat me good, and the baby stabs, and the cancer, and everything else... and stupid-people-with-their-stupid-excitedness-and-disappointedness-and-worriness-and-all-that-crapful-crap.. >_<


But hey. Apparently the CIA gives a scholarship. SECRET AGENT ELLEANAAAAAAAA!

Seeing Twilight tonight with Jamie (only one but me I shall ever name by name XD) and his specially lady, She Who Screams Like Banshee- for short, we'll call her Screamer-[or maybe not Screamer...I'm horrible when it comes to keeping up with plans that involve multiple people.] Because nothing gives me more pleasure that making fun of the pathetic little twihards. AWH LOOK! They're so cute and poorly informed about what a functional relationship looks like. Or acting. Or what a mildly acceptable screenplay would look like, had this not been 2010, and the world is just going to hell.

Does it amaze any one else how incredibly stupid people are? Not even people that you know will be inevitably stupid, like high school sophomores and middle school drop outs. I'm talking about people that you would assume have a shred of intelligence, like the kind of people who report for BBC or CNN. And then you see Israel being condemned for violating human rights.

Can someone tell me the last time that the PLO or HAMAS was condemned for violating a people's human right to exist?

Or maybe I'm just a little angry that the world has a ridiculous double standard when it comes to Israel. Perhaps because I, the little adorable idealist, believe that the world would be made of sunshine and daisies if we'd all just link arms and sing Kumba Ya.

Yeah. Time to wake up, Planet Earth. Iran is not singing Kumba Ya. Iran is singing The Wicked Jews Are Dead From A Massive Nuclear Blast. 



Wow. I'm going to stop now.

You may say she's beautiful, but all she sees are scars.